I feel like such an inadequate leader because I should work harder in marching band by running back to set and staying set after we finish a chunk; however, I always feel so tired and worn down whenever I go to band, especially because I've worked 4.5 hours before band every day this week. I don't enjoy running and we don't know exactly when to relax. I feel like such an inadequate leader compared to the section leaders of my first year.
We have our first performance tonight: I don't think that we're ready. We improved a lot in rehearsal yesterday because the directors pushed the leadership team (which I'm on) to push the band harder and to set the example. We really could use more time to practice.
I draw energy from an intense, fast paced rehearsal: until I practice reaches full speed, I feel so drained.
I have so much respect for good leaders now.
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