Bus Ride Up
Today us championships. I'm beyond excited. I can't believe it's the last day of the season.
So, according to my music section leader, I'm her little ducky, since I used to march like a duck. I'm taking that as a compliment, since I can say now that I don't march like a duck. I told people they should make me an award for the most improved. I told my band director this, and he agreed. If anyone in the marching band has to say something good about me, they tell me how hard I work.
I think we'll do well if we stay humble, and work hard. We're ranked second in our division. We were told a single tempo tear can make a big difference. One band member predicted top five. I agree with her.
Rehearsal was tough. Three hours. The directors were hard on us, asking us what place we wanted to be in.
After the Show
Well, everyone thinks the show went well. I tried my hardest; I couldn't have focused more, pushed harder, or have done more for the the show tonight.
I guess I'm a perfectionist. I got the "I did this, this, this, this, and this wrong" feeling. After talking to a couple upperclassmen, my thoughts were about how I couldn't have tried harder. In rehearsal, maybe, but not tonight. I didn't make the last set of the opener, or the pods in the ballad.
My band director, once we had regrouped, didn't have much to say. He said,"Okay, I can't hold it in any longer." Then, he screamed, and we did too. Everyone felt that we had collectively beaten the show. That's good, since our show is now put to bed.
Award Ceremony
I'm so nervous. They're announcing the bands in our division. I'm shaking, half from the cold, half from nervousness and anticipation. I'm actually holding hands with the flute next to me from cold, anticipation and nervousness. Twelve, not us. Eleventh, not us. Tenth, not us Ninth, not us. Eighth, not us. Seventh, not us. Sixth not us. Okay, top five! Fifth, not us. And in fourth place, with a score of 94.1 and the special award for high auxiliary, _________________!
On the Bus
I'm so disappointed. We got fourth, with a score of 94.1. The third place band got 94.2. come on. Our show was the best we could have done it, as a group. A tenth of a point isn't that much. If only I could have made the last set of the opener, and the pods. Our show has been put to bed tonight. No chance to make it better or perform it better. UGH!!!
I feel like we still have five competitions ahead of us, and that we have rehearsal and we'll watch the video from tonight on Tuesday.
I just talked to some of my fellow band mates. Some are feeling the same way I am. I said that I know what I would do better if we were to keep going with the show. Someone just said to leave it on the field. Another person said that it's in the past, so you can't do anything about it. After a perspective change, I said that the other bands had to be really good, and deserved first, second, and third place if they beat us at our best.
The music section leader for the clarinets told me that I work really hard. She said that sometimes, they have to practically force people to come early for extra help, but I was willing, and actually asked for extra help.
My band director said not to be disappointed, since this is the first time in a while that we've been above fifth in championships. Apparently, one judge had us ranked first, three had us at second, and the other half were all over the place.
I'm feeling kind of sad right now. Our show is done, so we'll never play the show again. Next year, the band won't be the same. I'll miss most of the seniors, and some of the others, not so much. I think that marching band has gotten into my blood. I want to do it next year.